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Sleepwalker by Adam Lambert
I saw a picture of you
Hanging in an empty hallway
I heard a voice that I knew
And I couldn't walk away
It took me back to the end
Of everything
I taste it all I taste it all
The tears again
Outside the rain's fallin' down
There's not a drop that hits me
Scream at the sky but no sound
Is leavin' my lips
It's like I can't even feel
After the way you touched me
I'm not asleep but I'm not awake
After the way you loved me
I can't turn this around
I keep running into walls that I can't break down
I said I just wander around
With my eyes wide shut because of you
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
Let me out of this dream
Everywhere that I go
I see another memory
And all the places we used to know
They're always there to haunt me
I walk around and I feel so lost and lonely
You're everything that I want
But you don't want me
I can't turn this around
I keep running into walls that I can't break down
I said I just wander around
With my eyes wide shut because of you
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
Let me out of this dream, dream
Let me out of this dream
I can't turn this around
I keep running into walls that I can't break down
I said I just wander around
With my eyes wide shut because of you
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
I'm a sleepwalker walker walker
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| I went to Philips Aquatic Centre for training at 6.30pm.
I waited there for 10mins like an idiot and left when no one showed.
I texted Amy to ask if there was training that night.
I got a text from her after training saying that there WAS training at Grammar at 5.30pm.
I got mad that I didn't get informed.
Amy apologised saying that she assumed I'd know since everyone else knew and was informed.
Now I'm not in the mood to train for the rest of the week.
I probably won't.
FML
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| Time for a good update because I think I owe this blog one.
Okay, so Auckland Age Groups ended yesterday. It's been such a tiring 3 day competition. I'm proud to say I love being a representative of United as well as Auckland (instead of Counties when I was with HPK) and I hope things will only get better from here.
First day of Auckland Age Groups (Thursday), we started warm up at 8am. Then I waited for a bit before my 100 Back race. Swam a 1.16.xx and I made it to the finals (somehow).
The reason why I made it to the finals with such a lousy time is because it's AUCKLAND Age Groups, so everyone who represents a region outside Auckland is counted as a visitor. So everyone from HPK would be visitors, since they represent Counties Manukau; everyone from Aquagym represents Christchurch, so they're visitors too etc. Yeah so in order to make it to the finals, visitors have to be in the top 8, but only 2 visitors are allowed in the finals. So all the other visitors are scratched and they get the next Aucklander in the finals. That's how I made it. Lol. Cheap thrill huh.
After 100 Back it was 200 Free, so I went up. Igor said I shouldn't worry about my time and that I should just focus on my race tactics. So he told me to go a certain time for each 50 of the 200 race. Surprisingly, I did exactly as he wanted me to and ended with a 2.25.xx. He was happy because I wasn't going hardout and I made 2.25 easily. I'm pretty satisfied with how I did too lol. After that I went to the mall with Shannon to get sushi for lunch! Yum. Oh, I also gave David his belated birthday present (a grey hoodie with purple stripes). His reaction fully made my day: "Sweet! Just what I needed!" -Gives me a tight hug in front of all the United people- Then he also gave me a fist bump. Muahahaha. Further more he wore it straightaway and he took it to the pool for the whole of Auckland Age Groups. $30 well spent? I THINK SO! 
Anyway we only had like half an hour for lunch break (stupid time schedule. The heats end at 2.15pm and warm up for finals start at 3pm?!  ) I swam a 1.17.10 for my 100 Back in the finals.. Yeah about that, my legs kinda died in the 2nd 50. That always happens in my 100 Back races argh!  After that I went home since I didn't have any other races at finals. But once I reached home I got a text from Shu hua to "Come back quickly!" Apparently I was reserve for my 200 Free race but I had nooooo idea so I panicked. If I needed to swim and I wasn't there, I'd need to pay $50 fine. Eek! Luckily Amy (who was in the 200 Free finals) texted me after to say I wasn't needed. Thank goodness!
Second day of Auckland Age Groups. Coya had slept over at my house the night before so I had a really bad sleep haha (probably too high from the MSN pranking we did) so I did a crappy warm up. Lol, shortly after I went 6s over my PB for my 100 Free HAHA. 1.08.83. How's that for a bad time! Larissa was really shocked. She came up to me after my race and said, "You! What were you doing? 1.07 for your 100 free?!" So I jokingly said, "Actually it's 1.08!" and then me and Shu started laughing hahaha. Yeah anyway I somehow made it to 2nd reserve for finals for that (The good thing bout being an Aucklander)
After that it was 50 Fly. I swam 34.30. Not too far off my PB, and I made finals easily. Wasn't even ranked last going into finals whoop!  After our race Shu got a ride home with me then we came back to the pool an hour later for finals. All this while we have been talking about how there aren't any hot guys in United but a lot in HPK, and she was jealous of how I used to train with so many hot guys haha. So she wanted to take a picture of meerkat's abs (Meerkat is codename for someone, which I cannot reveal here) but she didn't wanna seem stalkerish. So she got me to go up to him, and ask if I could take a photo of him. SO EMBARRASSING OMFG I CAN'T BELIEVE I DID IT!? Shu, you totally owe me! 
So after me and Shu's 50 fly finals (I swam 34.21, came in 6th), this is how it went down...
Me: *Walks up to meerkat before his 400IM race*
Me: Hellooooo
Meerkat: *Waves oh-so slightly*
Me: I'm your friend, right?
Meerkat: *Nods with a hint of doubt*
Me: Yeah.. Uh, can I take a picture of you?
Meerkat: Why?
Me: Pleaseeeee!
Meerkat: *Chuckles* Okay, but after my race
Me: Sweet! I'm gonna remember so don't try running away.. I'm watching you..
Yup. After his race he was still all tired and stuff but he let me take a picture of him anyways. I used to think he was kinda mean but after that my impression of him has changed slightly. During all this Shu refused to stand anywhere near me because she was scared that Meerkat would know the picture is for her, and then he'd think that she was stalking him roflmao. After that we went home. I talked to Shu for like ages that night, and I had the best sleep ever! Almost couldn't wake up for the next day.
Last day of Auckland Age Groups! Wasn't looking to 50 Free. I gave Shu a lift to the pool that morning. I got told off by Brian and the adults in United because my mum didn't turn up for timekeeping, but I didn't get the email that informed me she was. I still got lectured when I tried to explain things to them. So that made it the start of my horrible day. To add on to that, I felt so horrible at warm up. My 50 Free result proved it. I swam a 31.31. No idea where that came from?! Igor said my technique was good; I just looked like I didn't have any strength in my arms Anyway I got really upset and I did the longest swim down I'd ever done because I didn't wanna let anyone see I was crying. Shortly after that my racing togs ripped so I had to get changed into another racing togs for 50 Back.
Omg I waited soooo long for 50 Back, not funny. After 50 Free Shu went home because she scratched from 200 Brst and she scratched from 50 Free finals too. Grrrr ditcher much hahaha. Okay so, after 50 Free there was the 200 Brst, then the 100 Fly, then the 400 Free, and finally 50 Back. Arghhh I waited for ages! I just sat there listening to music until it was 100 Fly, so I decided to go swim a bit. I got out of the pool, only for Igor to tell me I had an hour to my race. So I got up and sat down and stoned again, until it was midway the 400 Free. I went to warm up AGAIN then went to marshalling for 50 Back. I ended up swimming a 34.57 which was pretty good and Igor was really happy.
Since 50 Back was the last race and finals started really shortly after heats ended, I just sat with the HPK people throughout lunch at the pool. Then I warmed up for 50 Free finals (I made 8th with 31.31 it's ridiculous isn't it) and went to marshalling quickly after warm up only to find out that my name wasn't on the list. My team manager got made when I walked back to where United was sitting and we both went to marshalling to double check. Well, I got bumped out of the finals because some douchebag of a girl decided last minute that she didn't wanna scratch so they got her name back on the list. FML. I ended up waiting for about 4 hours before my 50 Back finals. If I had known that I would've just gone home after heats and warmed up later.
I swam a 34.90 for my 50 Back finals, came in 7th. Wasn't too good compared to the morning. Igor said it was my dive and it was too deep. I agree with him. Anyway, I guess the meet was overall alright. Pretty okay start for my first meet with United. The swimmers are great, they're all really nice. Max is hilarious. I was talking to him and he went all funny voice on me. It reminded me of this Bugs Bunny character but I couldn't think of which one, so I went, "You sound like.. like.. like.." and then he promptly said, "Like who? One of the guys in HPK? Your boyfriend?" Then we had this massive discussion about who he thought was my boyfriend hahaha. He was like, "Oh it's Jeff isn't it.. No? Then it's Bradley (Jeff's younger brother) Or is it Corey? Because yknow, Corey is hot and has a hot body.." LOL. Max has good taste in guys man. I'll give that to him.
K I guess that's enough for a proper update. I think in this short span of time, I like United more than I probably should. Heh. Seeya folks around.
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| Today, the facts that I'm a lousy swimmer and student, plus the fact that I got told by a friend that I'm fat, just totally made my day. Yipee.
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| I Anjuka
Dante Basco digs my name! WOO! says (10:17 PM):
LOOL
Your new addiction
Alygator :/ says (10:17 PM):
It's like my personal brand of heroin..
Alygator :/ says (10:18 PM):
I got that off twilight btw
Dante Basco digs my name! WOO! says (10:18 PM):
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Huh?
There're are DRUGS in twilight?!
D:
What does he do?
DRUG HER?
Alygator :/ says (10:18 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
He's just saying how her blood appeals to him like 'my personal brand of heroine'
Dante Basco digs my name! WOO! says (10:19 PM):
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LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
OMG
LOOOOOOOOOOL
BRB
DYING
LOOOOOOOOL
Alygator :/ says (10:19 PM):
LOOOOOOOOOOOOL!?!
Yeah, the crazy stuff we talk about. This is why our English teacher hates the two of us. Muahahahaha
Laters.
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