| So many things have happened in the past week. It's insane.
On a brighter note, I had the best date ever today.
It started with sitting on a park bench and soaking in the sun, then we went to the beach where we shared an ice cream while sitting by the shore. Followed by Italian food for dinner, and renting out a movie to watch at home and cuddling 
I'm so in love 
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| Just started mid-semester break. So I'm on holiday for the next 2 weeks, which is great, if I didn't have a test on my first day back after break.
Semester two's been flying by way too quickly. I can't believe it's been 6 weeks since I had my semester break, and that didn't seem too long ago. My papers are going alright I suppose, I must say I don't think I'm doing exceptionally well in Physics, but then again Physics has never been my strongest science. Intbus is actually quite cool, and I'm thankful I took it as my general ed. paper even though I ended up taking it because of timetable limitations. Biosci is meh, boring and long but I hope I didn't do too badly in the test. It was worth 36% so I better have done well! -Rage- Medsci is the coolest subject so far, but also the toughest. Test worth 28% coming up in the next couple of weeks so I will have to be doing some constant study throughout break. Well, that... and also catching up with Physics lectures that I'm oh-so very far behind.
After break, I have 6 more weeks at uni, exams, and then I will have officially finished my first year at uni.
I am most definitely growing up way too fast.
But maybe that's the way I like it best.
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| "I'm sorry you had to go through all of that. I promise that I will never you go through something like that again, and even if you do, you won't be alone anymore."
are the words I want to hear after I tell him my life story.
Be careful who you open up to. Hardly anyone cares.
They are just curious.
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| And maybe I should have been strong enough to take the blade.
Why are these thoughts coming back?
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| I know this may be 17 years too late, but God, thank you so much for everything you've given me. I feel blessed.
I'm aware that I'm not the most religious person around, and that I don't always make the smartest/ nicest decisions. I also don't attend church, or set out on goal to make myself a better person.
But thank you so much for the wonderful and beautiful life you've given me. I don't know how I never saw this before, but I do now.
I think I might start to believe again.
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